We are so Blessed~

My heart pounds in me, but no, it's shaky.
I'm shaky. Fearing I won't live to share my share
Maybe that's all easy,

But just in case I don't wake again:

I say, Lo' — I did wrong when
I thought I was doing smart,
And I thought I thought
I was framing the wise but Oh.
Oh. Oh... I did you wrong Miss.

Don't fight me here,
Because I know you know I did it wrong,
I turned off my heart to find my right to success.
I turned my eyes to my
Shoes to see where I should walk.

And so my stars grew dim to my skin,
But my heart it smoldered inside me,
And would not turn down the scream.
Of my hands on my chest.
I wretched chest explode in silence
On the year.

How could I give up that gift of heart
Aligned to hands upon
Those stars in your eyes?

There's not enough days left in me to live
To give me away the year!
To break my heart so wide, to make a soul explode WHY?

When we are so alive why...?